Monday, February 14, 2011

Poor mood

 Written twice, Sohu did not allow me to put this post to the published. On Sohu disappointed. Angry impatient, knocked the next word after going to save.
When overtime became the norm. At night Zhao Shuji and ministers to reform the research report a speech. in-depth study and practice the scientific concept of development activities in full swing, I can not be called the small screw or screws things are beautiful mountains and rivers as it swept the country's political movement in the roll turn. led the province to require schools to forward the briefing, but has been unable to meet the requirements. from the heart of any admiration for the school leadership team, are pragmatic in nature. and he himself was hard, but sometimes the outcome is not necessarily hard, like up to anxiety. from the selection, induction, angle, subject, word sentences are typical to the people on the reproduced by the so-called can be reproduced, that is, the typical approach or look at very typical. the other, sometimes not just look at the manuscript reproduced The.
own research report, led for a long time, there are two weeks. among many things, such as the light of a questionnaire, from what the title, psychological, emotional, political passion, patriotism, responsibility, moral view, outlook on life .... and so should be involved, but also reference a lot, with the actual school. a part of workers may have turned. led to speak, several different views and standards of leadership led to two nights plus The whole class turned out workers from the new manuscript. to do useful work is the feeling of collapse. and leadership continue research, indeed learned a lot, disappointments often eighty-nine, leaders also say that it seems truly happy life is just a perfect species of the ideal state. there daily work. to write something must also be in the evening, the office people coming and going during the day, there is not quiet down, so the overtime in the offing.
out of hospital medical school, gall stones within the branch bit or calcification, today went to do a review of Zheng Affiliated sophomore, although many people have this situation, but out of the hospital, or would like a lot. This is the reason for poor mood. had their own campaign still participate in sports 4 * 100, or received recognition of many teachers, but did not have time to get busy tempered. always just want to be healthy in addition to the important question, many people are in this situation it. After breakfast you must eat, the diet should be some attention the.
strange week from the week to another stranger, this is the most real feeling of my life. What are these, can not remember. at least for now this section of the state.
I want to live enriched , but has not been able to do so. who is actually the past few decades, when life, or so numb ... (another word) become the norm, hey, now feeling very low, the words do not convey, and do not want to say, hit and threw things at the moment have the urge. also survey the students thought that psychological conditions, they did not understand the whole. This is not what I want
bath is washed away a tired and confused heart, No refreshing after the original bath.
life goes. truths that a lot, but how in the end their story.
more down to earth the less attentive heart, a lot of words, all efforts in this direction, their . but why such a low mood, and only think of the weekend will be true to yourself when, on weekdays and colleagues and others talked and laughed in the state do not know themselves, is not insincere, or numbness or force a smile after the compromise, and sometimes do not want to completely clear. This state of most real, life is boring boring boring life ....< br> I should not like this, life should not have, this is not his style. now got to understand the so-called optimistic pessimist, I think of graduate students of Kant and Nietzsche, I read things, then how worship, where the work is only an occasional thought of the moment will think that he really is a complete pessimist sometimes, Although the sun had been living in the pursuit of light. think of the new era of the novel did graduate thought, the most his new realistic touch is the greatest novel, which is cumbersome in the mortal life of annoying trivial to one day have a good personality and passion people who are pursuing a goal to become not just a little too angular and the pursuit of their own to meet shallow, all the papers are the basis of increase in the book review to do in China, has also been recognized instructors. the original idea of their reading time, Now to work, before we know the writers are writing from life, art is really the source of life than life, but how my life would be no point in overstating it, then how come the idea to the week in the past week in have become that he is not Kobayashi ah. when can out of this environment, so that my awake enough. bird the frog in warm water, in the eyes of others and the preparation of the so-called name only gradually accustom themselves to shallow met pursuit and passion and ideals slowly disappearing, so-called life is irreplaceable luxury of my own life and the years are better than repeat the way people walk, so do not think that the pursuit and do not realize is numb numb all doomed the fate of many old-fashioned, when the ripe old age muddy the line number have tried to hide the tears and the pursuit of some ideal, but immediately faced a different world, no chance of the time. is not light, really wronged themselves, want to cry, but did not touch a life opportunity.
now feel very bad depression

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